Nowhere

Growing up.

In the past, I've no idea but I just want to hurry and grow up. When we asked some questions, adults would just said we can only understand these stuff when we grow up.
And how i wished i could grow up fast, eating lots of veggies and thinking that memorizing the timetable is such a torture. The adult world seems more colourful and exciting at that time.

And so when we grow up, we realized the world is not what we dream of, happy endings simply do not exist. And even if it do exists, it came at certain cost. We dared to dream and go all out to pursue what we want, and sometimes sacrificing others 'happiness and using despicable methods.
Hypocrisy, is it a essential in our life? No matter how much we don't like that particular person, if we have to work with him/her, we still have to be on good terms, well at least try to.
Some would said those are hypocrites,some would say this is how life works. No right and wrongs, i guess.

Many different people have crossed our paths, and the point is whether they stayed on in our life, making an impact in our life, and whether these relationships can last eternally.
And sadly, the answer you get for whether it can last eternally is usually a "no".
Come and go, it could be fast and before you know it, it is gone. Regrets, remorseful.
Some may have lost it on the way, somehow, and things could never return to the way it was again.
True friends are hard to find, family ties are eternal regardless there is love among them, and romance are well, it is the hardest to keep hold and cling on to.

These world is going at a very fast pace, with the high technology and changing beliefs... the list goes on...

There are good and bad changes. Some would prefer to stay in the comfort zone and I am one of those at times. Of course, we welcome changes but only those which will made us more happy and it is impossible your life is smooth sailing:D

Throw away these naive thinkings in this realistic world.

I wanna live in countryside, where things are going much slowly as compared to cities.
Where you can really enjoy the breeze, watch sunsets , watching the sheeps graze, taking life at a slow pace. Perfect family, and all those grandmothers, grandfathers, cousins living under one roof. Havoc but at least fun:)

Okay, i can do it when i earn enough money and then retire, and nt forgetting the fact that I am still alive after I earned lots of money. haha.

Okay, all these came out from nowhere. Damn random. The slacking from friday have got me thinking. Freedom and holidays!

After MR this friday! :D

but boohoo for now.